How CPTSD Survivors Can Protect Their Dreams From Other People’s Expectations
- diaryofafloppingfi
- Oct 2, 2025
- 5 min read
The Struggle of Being Misunderstood
Living with CPTSD is not just a difficult condition to live with, but it also means being misunderstood by most people in your life, and a constant tug-of-war between your goals and the goals others have for you.
Part of this difficulty is because many who live with CPTSD learned in childhood that their wants and needs are not important and are often a nuisance to caregivers. You are not to set boundaries or expectations on how others treat you, and your goals for yourself are often not seen as important. Because of these wounds from childhood, when others impose their expectations or overstep your boundaries as an adult, it can be triggering, but even worse, it presents a problem in how to handle it.
People-Pleasing as a Survival Tactic
People-pleasing is often learned as a child as a survival tactic to both keep the peace with your caregiver(s) and obtain emotional validation from them. If playing music loud or playing an instrument that you can’t adjust the volume of upsets your parents, then you may stop playing music, you may stop practicing, and you may toss your dream of playing music into the bushes.
Subsequently, you might also start doing things that elicit a positive response from them even if it isn’t something you care about, like picking up the sport they like or spending all your free time cleaning the house.
This learned behavior does not stop when you become an adult, but it shows up in all of your adult relationships too—from bosses to friends, to romantic partners. This puts a lot of people with CPTSD or other related trauma disorders in danger of living their lives for others and never being able to set healthy boundaries or have the courage to follow their dreams or care for themselves.
Dreams Deferred and Careers Shaped by Others
I could write a very long list of all of my dreams that I have tossed aside because someone told me I was bad at it, they told me it was useless, and then I was pushed to take a job that I don’t like because it made money, whereas my passions, businesses I wanted to start, or careers I tried to get into did not.
Yet, this blog is still here somehow, but it does suffer from a lot of neglect while I fill the expectations of others and try to feed my starving bank account, as one cannot eat words.
Hiding Your True Self
As a child, I learned to be two different people, but I cannot stop my true self from popping out when things are finally just too much. Part of me just agrees to what people want and does what they ask. If they want me to do the dishes more, fine. If they want me to not play guitar because they can hear it at all, fine. Then I keep my secret self locked inside, and I hide in secret and work on my things.
I can’t be alone in feeling like it is never safe to come out and tell people what really matters to you or what you are really working on. People never seem to care if you want to be a musician, or a writer, or if you have a show coming up. This blog was a secret from everyone in my life for at least the first six years of its existence because I knew people would not understand, and even worse, they would read the things I write and be mad at me for them, even if the things I wrote weren’t about them.
Why Other People’s Plans Can Derail You
It is not satisfying to keep the best parts of yourself hidden deep down inside, and what’s worse is that people will not stop making plans and demands even if they don’t know what you’re working on. I have said it before, that you should keep your dreams close to your chest because others won’t find them important, but I would like to add that others also don’t find what they don’t know about you important either. Sometimes people just like making plans for other people, and they just don’t see why it is a problem. It doesn’t mean that people are “narcissists,” but people just have different personalities and ideals, and some people honestly just don’t understand emotions and are not good at empathy.
At the core of things, we have to put ourselves first, take up our own space, and put our needs first. When recovering from CPTSD, this is perhaps the biggest challenge, especially when putting ourselves first always comes with the possibility that a relationship will not continue.
The “Let Them” Theory and Taking Back Control
I, like millions of people, have found a lot of solace in Mel Robbins’ “Let Them” theory. To summarize her theory, the idea is that you cannot control other people, and if they want to do something, think something, or not do something, instead of trying to change their view, just let them do it.
Let people think that you are lazy, let them think you don’t care about anything, let them think you’re the problem child, a bad neighbor, or an insubordinate employee.
Focus on doing what you need to get done, and don’t try to change others’ opinion of you. Don’t organize your life to revolve around making other people happy if it means that you don’t get to make yourself happy ever. If it means that relationships that depended on you ignoring your own needs fall apart, then let them.
Any relationship that is structured on one person in the relationship doing all of the sacrificing and the other person just taking is not a loving relationship, and it is best to let those go.
Healthy Love and Boundaries
On the other hand, a relationship that is founded on real love—if that is romantic, familial, or any other kind of love—will be pliable enough to reorganize so that both people in the relationship can take care of their needs and feel fulfilled. Taking care of yourself and putting your needs first is not selfish because if you are not taking care of your needs and desires, then you are not truly loving yourself. When you do take care of yourself, then you are better able to love other people.
However, setting boundaries and saying no to people does make people uncomfortable. Nobody likes to hear no, but also removing yourself from other people’s plans for you makes them rather uncomfortable. There are also relationships where it can become dangerous to say no and set boundaries, and if you or someone you know is in one of these situations, then don’t follow this advice, but please visit my resource page where I have a list of helpful resources.
In Conclusion
There are many aspects of life that are harder for people who live with CPTSD, but one of the hardest is setting boundaries. Our tendencies towards people pleasing, and avoiding conflict make it difficult to fulfill our own needs and set healthy boundaries. However, we can learn to set healthy boundaries, and foster healthy relationships with healthy people. The first step is to recognize that we are in charge of no one, but ourselves, and no one but ourselves is in charge of us.
I hope you enjoyed todays post. Let me know in the comments what you think, or how you feel about setting boundaires! Or find me on social media!
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